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Someone called me emotionally unavailable today.. really ?

I don't know why it really got to me. I got so defensive. But maybe I have been locked up emotionally. When did this happen? I guess I've been underestimating everything I've been through.. not letting it soak in.. moving on ..because if you linger in the past too much..if you think about ur mistakes for longer than you should..you're always going to be stuck.. so you go through life .. doing , repeating, learning.. maybe it just numbed me up ..oh well.. deal with it. Once you make that impression of someone, its really hard to change it.. and I really don't care to change it ... maybe I have become emotionally blocked ... for now




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