Its strange and amusing, how people come and go. You know, people who come inside and actually unlock doors. Its hard for us to retain how we felt back then. Humans. Blessed and cursed with the gift of forgetting. Yet, you know for a fact that you swore you'd never forget. But you did. Temporarily. Yet, you know that some moments in the years between then and now , you felt their presence again, somewhere..sometimes, in the randomest.
You think of shooting a text..no maybe an email? knowing you actually wont.
What would you say? Do you still know how to talk to his heart? how to trigger ? Maybe not.
You brush it off and go to sleep with a weird taste in your dream. Then it happens, because oh it does happen. Your somehow face to face. You cant help but blush, feel the blood rush, and think oh fuck. Caught off guard. What do you say? Oh hi, how are you. Society taught us how to pretend..scripts and small talk, we can do that. Smiling but really wanting to just run away. Regretting why you came to this place anyway. Your both wondering, why does this feel weird, after all these years? but you both know exactly why. Making common people chat, forgetting what they once had.How they touched. How they vowed.The pain. Forgetting who they were in that time, realizing how much they've grown apart,
Knowing that this person undoubtedly shaped who you are,
yet failing to see it in their spark, what spark?
And just in that moment, you understand
and you get that feeling that you were bound to have
that feeling that your meeting..for the first time.
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